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2009-01-02T11:33:00.001+08:00

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.

At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.

And while you like attention, you value your privacy.

You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

JEREMY IS IN THE HOUSE AGAIN !!

2008-11-10T13:55:00.006+08:00

OMG !!!!

i have not blogged in like 68094546 months already man hahas, so i suppose it's now time to clean up all the spider webs that have formed in that 68094546 months that i went MIA in, but then also so many things have taken place since the last entry like me working at NUH and now at GMTI and many more things !!

ok lets start this post off at NUH, i would say that the site i s nice place to work at but the fucked up part is that the engineers the put so much stress on each other rather than working together, so ya i was there surviving an entire month there, but the place is like super big lah !!

everyday i go there and get lost for 15 mintues when trying to get from point A to point B, but the good thing about the site is the other junior engineers there are very nice and i even went to play volleyball with xiang wei, but there is also a better side about the site is that even thought it's so big, i can go anywhere i want and take a nap and nobody will every find me (=

then on the 29th of October my fucked up boss told me while we were smokeing that he had good new for me say that i will not be in the site for long hahas i bet he did not know how much i wanted and prayed for that day to come !!

so the 1st of Nov was my last day there haha i went to the toilet and slept for about 2 hours before having lunch for about 3 hours hahas!!

haha now i'm at GMTI aka NHGHQ which is like super fun and the people here are the greatest as they help me in my work alot(don't get me wrong i also work but they teach me).

haha cases are fun when u know how to do them but they can get very fasturating when u hit a road block, oh ya i'm also like super tan now lah all that swimming and volleyball is making me look like an indian hahas

been going to the gym every sunday with Eric and once with Arswwin but he is always busy hahas should be going to the gym this sunday again hahas if anyone is interest just call me up and then we'll go lah hahas

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VOLLEYBALL F***ING RULES !!!

2008-09-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure why but it seems that I can help but to rush home everyday after work, just to play my new fun love and passion "VOLLEYBALL !"

made so may new friends and picked up so much about the new sport hahas
but the problem about the area is that there is no toilet around so no toilet = no water !

but I always have fun playing with people like Thawfiq, Fiona, Ai Wei, Danny, Daniel and Han hui, they are some what easy going but GOD DAMN good at the game hahas but the best part about all of us is that most of us have never played volleyball before !!

Today was another great day of volleyballing all of us have improved especially Fiona who officially made her first dive today!! Hahas

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fighting for something that was never meant to be

2008-08-08T00:34:00.004+08:00

even though how things turn out in life are in your hand to make the outcome, there are still many thing where you are just not good enough to reach for it or to have

well thing that are suppose to be your will be there for you while thing that are not meant for you, no matter how hard you try or fight for it will never be yours.

Life has to move on no matter how hard it may be to pick yourself up and to even start walking !!

things were never meant to be i guess

2008-08-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hello =)

Today presented my PowerPoint slide to the entire class(Nobody was listening) and my teacher about the topic "Linux VS Windows" and it was super, we were the only group to finish the assignment :D

Starting tomorrow i have to go and support a new site at NHGP Clementi Polyclinic rather then sitting in the office stoning with my colleagues, which is going to be super cool lah wahaha....

the only down side to the new site is that i have to work on Saturdays for half a day and it starts super early lah !! 7.30pm !! have to wake up super early !!

haha web cam talk is the sudden new crazy !!

~~love is in the air.~~

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Thanks Guys :D

2008-07-28T01:12:00.007+08:00

haha it's me birthday(:

today woke up at about 930am because my mom have planned lunch for my family to eat Japanese food at Kuishin-Bo(took a few pictures), which was 1 of the nicest but longest buffet i have every had in my life hahas, we started eating at about 1135am till about 3pm, after that we went around suntec before making our wat home...

haha then at about 820pm my sec school mate came over to my house to celebrate( i was taking a bath when they came), then when i came out of the toilet wearing nothing but my towel around my waist i had a shock of my life and rushed to my room to change asap

haha they were all so nice to get me a cake and after eating we played the most disgusting game ever which was to get numbers but the punishment was to drink a shot of H₂O ala maggots(which was the worse thing i have ever tasted) which was crushed maggots mixed water, then we went to the playground to play chat with each other till about 1230am before we all made our way back hahas

i'll like to thank Arssiwn(planner but could not come), Lynnett, Shu Ting, Qian Ying, Norris, Chilton, Yixu and Wei Kiong for everything that they have done, i'll up the 1 with u guys in another post(:

thanks alot guy u made this birthday, 1 that i'll never forget :D

here are the photos :

2008-07-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

SOMEBODY JUST SHOOT ME !!

I'm Freaking Stingy !!

2008-07-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hellooo!!!!!!!!!

it has been a long time since i have blogged and there is a good reason why (=

today was god damn fucked up la....in the morning my stupid boss sudden call me at 7.30am telling me that i have to go to NUH and if i have to go, i most likely will have to start at about 9am, so ya considering traveling time and time to get prepare.....ya I'll will late and the team leader there is a big time fucker and will not stand for lateness....

then after the call she suddenly disappear and i had no news from her, so i did not care and just made my way to the office and went for breakfast with Danny at mac....then it was back to the office to slack hahas (=

so at about 1130 my boss came back into the office and suddenly he tell Junjie and me that he wants us to draw up a freaking resume in an hour and send it to him.....so both of us were like jumping on how to complete the stupid form, so we slacked at the office till about 4pm then left for IBM.

haha reached IBM at 4.45pm and only went in for my interview at 7pm, had a good talk wth my boss about work, then when it was my turn to go for my interview i only took about 5 mintues to complete my inter view sia !!

either it's a god damn good sign or it super bad hahas anyway fingers crossed(really hope i get it !!) (=

oh ya and my sister said i'm "FREAKING STINGY" -.-ll
just beacuse i don buy food to keep at home and all that i buy is for myself hahas(=

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I just need to tell you !

2008-06-04T20:15:00.004+08:00

hiaz life is so messy and the worse part is the feelings i have inside are just not coming out in words, it is super duper uncomfortable to bottle up so i'll just just blah it now quickly now..... so here goes.....

i want to tell u
i need you
i don not how to tell you
but i really need to
what will u do if i tell you
how will you react
so many things to say
so little time to do so
will you avoid me

RAWR !!!

Walking Through Life

2008-05-27T08:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday did the normal, go to the office sit there and stressed out doing programming, it was like damn stressful as there was no inspiration to type out my program, but in the very end i still got it after typeing code after code

after work went out with Krystal to city hall, then we went for dinner before going to play pool, damn it man out of 7 games i only won 2 !!(i have not played in a long time) haha but it was fun and damn expensive it cost $18.70 for 2 hours

after the we went to chat before taking a bus home, haha Krystal was like complaining about the smell in the but because we went past some where near little India and you know what kind of people will get up the bus at this kinda of area

hahas but it was damn funny lah we were sitting at the front of the bus which is the at the four sitter area, then suddenly this Indian boy came and sat in front of her

instantly she rolled her eyes hahas, then went when i got back talked on the phone for a while before watch tv till 2 am

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"life" will be better i promise

2008-05-19T18:58:00.004+08:00

.if just one wrong deed
.we need to make mistakes to learn
.can we ever change to the better
.the decision is in our hands
.what happens when time isn't enough
.we make the best of everything
.and that we didn't have a chance
.then we make the chance happen

.however when we have the chance
.the chance has always been there
.can we let go of the past
.letting go maybe the best way of forgiving
.is cutting connection from the people a way
.cutting connections may be a way to heal a broken heart
.and what happens to the friends we having

.the hard times are dark
.there is always light at the end of everything
.everything seems crashing down
.friends will always be there protecting u from anything
.pouring rain endlessly
.we'll be there sheltering u every step of the way
.trying to figure out a way
.we'll do it together

Life may not always go the way you want it to be

but we all know that even at the darkes of times there is always somebody who will not only help u, but share your pain and is willing to go through any thing to bring some light in to the darkness

We need to stop thinking about all the things that are hurting us and making us sad and just look forward to tomorrow know that somebody will always be there to cheer you up and talk to you whenever you need a person to talk to.

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I'm Back !!

2008-05-08T11:17:00.003+08:00

HELLO !!!

sorry my blog have been so dead for like 5 months*i think*, hahas alot of stupid things happen over the recent months some to remember, but others that i really wish i could go back in time and change the out come of how things went.

hmm...where do i start ??

oh ok, hahas work have been very boring recently, all i do in the office is sit there and eye power my friends and sometimes at a computer praying that it will fix itself up as it is damn boring, that's like my work lah....hahas but have been going out quite alot and spending alot of money, think i'm broke hahas spend $150 in like 2 weeks because "SOMEBODY" keep asking me to go out.

PS. those who want easy money come to my company, all u have to know is just how to fix a computer which is like EASY SHIT !!!

but going out with her is really fun lah......hahas and she love to think that it is only fun because i'm out with "HER", but the truth is always sad hahas u know it is fun because of.....get ready for it......"MEEEEE"

hahas ya i know i'm being lame but what to do sia, while all my other friends are having fun in ITE making new friends that will their work buddys, but i'm kicked out in the working work just thinking if i have made the right choice.....hahas but there are also it good point like when i earn MONEY every month for just sitting around in the office and just laughing my ass off with my friends.

hahas overall life have been a big mess as i screwed my love life(don't ask !!) and really feel stupid for hurting her in the first place, sorry it had to go this way :(

hahas that's all i'll blog for now tell you more but the other stuff later, hahas now at working slacking when my boss is not in :)

OIE U KNOW WHO YOU ARE HAHA GOING OUT IS FUN B-E-C-A-U-S-E OF "ME" !!
hahas just joking (:

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2007-10-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

TEMPORALLY OUT !!

O.O

my life sucks right now !!

2007-10-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

today is by far the most fucked up day of my FUCKING LIFE !!

it all started in the morning when i went for my appointment at the hospital, i do not know what got in my father but he got fucking angry for no fucking reason at all !!

then in the car he started to scold me, just because i go down every night and he keeps telling me about how my "FRIENDS" do not have a family life and that i do not talk to them enough !!

but the fact is that i want to, but they do not give me the chance and when i try, they think i'm just stupid, so what is there to talk about ??

then he brought me on a fucking ride to this shopping centre, where he started to act really childish and did not want to talk to me !! then when we went back i couldn't be bothered to talk to him and just went to sleep !!

then when i went down, just because i said hello to those people i got fucked by my friend, but to me is that they have done nothing to me so i do not see the reason to fight with them, but what does their problem have to do with me ??

hiaz....i really do not know what to do !! it is like whatever i do is wrong, i think later i'll go down and talk to my friend and try to resolve this matter with him, as i do not want to fight with my friends, hope it comes out right !!

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GIRLY MAN !!

2007-10-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

this is the coolest video i have seen so far !!
*it is damn funny*

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2007-10-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

everything is good and the best part is that
THERE IS NO SCHOOL

have been playing soccer with my best friends !!
*smiling*

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(:

2007-10-07T22:20:00.001+08:00

everything is good and the best part is that
THERE IS NO SCHOOL

have been playing soccer with my best friends !!
*smiling*

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why are u so mean??

2007-10-03T11:17:00.000+08:00

SOMETIME I SERIOUSLY THINK YIXU EITHER HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO OR YIXU ARE JUST MEAN !!

YYIXU HAD THE CHEEK TO TELL ME TO TAKE DOWN THAT POST OF HER WHEN I DIDN'T WANT TO, SO I THOUGHT TO MYSELF "OK, DON'T BE SO BAD, HOW WOULD I LIKE IT IF IT WAS ABOUT ME"

THEN HERE YIXU COMES HAPPILY TYPING BAD REMARKS ABOUT HIS OWN FRIENDS, THINKING THAT THEY WOULD NOT KNOW, JUST BECAUSE YIRU AND I CAN'T MAKE IT FOR THE CHALET DOES NOT MEAN WE ARE NOT LOYAL AND ONLY GANGSTERS TALK ABOUT LOYALTY AS THEY HAVE NO BALLS TO STAND UP FOR THEIR OWN OR WE DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS !!

THE FACT IS THAT I JUST DO NOT WANT TO PAY THAT MUCH AND YIRU HAVE COMMITMENTS TO HER TEMPLE, I REMEMBER YOU ASKING US FOR SUGGESTION ABOUT THE CHALET AND NOW YOU USE OUR WORD AGAINST US, HEY THAT IS NOT FAIR !!

I URGE YOU TO GO AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING, FYI WE RATHER SPEND TIME WITH OUR FAMILIES, DO U REALLY THINK WE CANT MAKE IT OR DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY ??

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE US FROM GOOD FRIENDS TO ENEMIES ?

DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST US JUST BECAUSE WE DO NOT WANT TO DO AS U SAY ?

YOU SAY I ONLY WANT TO FIGHT, BUT HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT YOU ARE CROSSING THE LINE, I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE TO FIGHT AGAINST MY OWN FRIEND BUT MAYBE THAT DAY IS COMING !!

YOU ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HO FRIENDS SHOULD BE !!! SO CAN YOU TELL ME NOW IS THIS WHAT A FRIEND DOES ??

DOES HE GO AROUND HURLING BAD REMAKES ABOUT HIS GOOD FRIENDS ??

I DON'T THINK SO RIGHT ??

PLEASE DO SOMETHING RIGHT I DON'T THINK WE WANT TO FIGHT RIGHT ??

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heyheyhey......

2007-09-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

haha i think my life is a comedy !!

today school was a blast
but things turned very wrong in the end !!
*smiling*

i accidentally hit someone in the head with the screen, ya.....i know it's stupid but, I DID IT (:

so as usual i said sorry, but i was completely ignored, i was fine with it but well my good side got the better of me and i insisted and said sorry !!
*i felt so stupid*

after awhile i gave up as there was no point continuing, I'll only be a annoying and be annoyied (:

then when i supposedly "FORGIVEN" i saw something that really really made my day, haha it was damn funny i dont think i can stop laughing at it !!

i think it was pity or just to shut me up, but hey what the hack i do not need pity and i cant shut up(:
*still laughing*

forgive people with your heart not with your mouth, with your mouth it really means nothing, you might as well not forgive me at all(:

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(:

2007-09-18T18:48:00.001+08:00

You Are Homer Simpson

You're just an ordinary, all-American working Joe...

With a special fondness for pork rinds and donuts.

You will be remembered for: your little "isms" and philosophies on life

Your life philosophy: "Weaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals ... except the weasel."

The Simpsons Personality Test

I Will Follow You !!

2007-09-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

err......damn i forgot what i wanted to say.......let me think........*thinking in progress*......oh now i remember, The pass few days have been a blast but, ya there were its ups and downs and many times when i looked up and thought to myself "Is it time to give up ?"

ok anyway first of all "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUI ZHEN(:" you have finally reached the age of SWEET 16 and that also means NC16 movies are no longer a problem(:

haha on the 13th of September we went to celebrate Hui Zhen's birthday at east coast park and before we even reached the park we got lost(:

WE = YiXu, Qian Ying, Shu Ting,Hui Zhen and last but not forgotten ME

when we got to the park we instantly went to borrow bikes, but there was a big problem, our dear Qian Ying did not know how to ride a bike, so we had no choice but to teach her and the lucky guy was none other then ME(it was a waste of time !!) and the best part of all was that Yi Xu and Hui Zhen happily went off to enjoy themselves):

then after the park we said our goodbyes to ShuTing as she had to go, but then we went to meet WengKhiong for dinner

IT WAS 1 OF THE MOST PAINFUL DINNER I EVER HAD, WITH BUTTER SPLATTING OUT ON TO OUR HANDS AND FACES !! but we enjoyed ourselves and went home late(:

then on the 14th of September, was the birthday of the 2 ladies of my life, my all mighty Mother and Sister !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU AND I LOVE YOU BOTH
*screaming out and waving my hands in the air*

then on the 15th of september we went to a restaurant at suntec with my sister's boyfriend(BOTAK) for a buffet dinner, the food was so good that all of us ate so much the manager's face went blank when we ordered !!

manager: good evening sir, may i take your orders ?
me: hmm.....i think i'll have the chicken, pork, beef.......
manager: 0.0 are you sure ?
me: (: hmm...ya i think that would be all for "NOW"

haha we ate like there was no tomorrow, after that i went to my friends house to play with them while the parents had their weekly mah jhong game, we only reached home at 3am

then today woke up at 12 pm and then went on to Yixu house to "study"*cough cough* and finished at about 8, then we all went home...

OMG the time now is 12:58pm and i'm still not sleeping O.O
die tml got school WTF am i doing up so late, okok time to sleep(:
*thinking about HER*

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2007-09-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

today
is going
to be
a
fun
filled
day

thats all for
now
(:

What Was I Thinking !!

2007-09-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

OMG !!

today was one of the most disappointing day of my entire life, as so many thing that i did not want to happen

i must be going crazy to have sad those thing to HER, but i was half asleep and did not know what i was typing and to who i was typing to !!
*think how big a fool i was*

but then it ended up in alot of disappointment in me and everyone around me !!):
*shouting at myself*

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Class BBQ

2007-09-07T10:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the first ever 4T1 BBQ and we had a time of our life !!

at about 8am i woke up to fry the fried rice and only finished at about 9am, then Chilton, Terence, Yi Xu, Sean,Weng Khiong and Rebecca came over to my house to carry food, but as usual 1 of them was late and so began the long and dreadful walk down to Arez's house in the burning hot sun !!

"OMG IT'S SO HOT !!"

while walking there we meet Yi Ru at the bus stop opposite J8, but we had to put the things down and prepare for the BBQ, so i told her to stay at the bus stop to wait for the others, so we went on to his house to prepare the food.

after preparing all that had to be done, Weng Khiong, sean and I decided to go swimming and to push Rebecca in to the water because she bluff me (:

then after awhile the rest came over and we stated the BBQ, we played and played till a few of us were as red as lobsters*cough*

after awhile a few of them had to leave so i send Rebecca and a few of them off and then came back to have more fun.

then later we paid for the pit again so that we could BBQ into the night and we to get some more charcoal, we ate and chat the whole night long and before we knew it, it was already 11pm, so we cleaned up and started to go home !!

this is 1 of THE BEST BBQ i have ever planed and hope all my friends enjoyed it as much as i did !!

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Hiaz....

2007-09-04T20:24:00.001+08:00

i really do not know how to explain this but life just seem to be missing the extra "SOMETHING" with out it, life just seem to be meaningless !!

without this "SOMETHING" i just seem to be staring at the sky more often, think about it !! but at the same time, it has taught me to stop for a minute to take a good look around me !!

i have so many things on my mind but, there is missing thing that i can seem to remember and it has been bothering every since i can remember !!

pass few day i have been rather stress, but i just do not show it !! but unknowingly when ever i try to put my mind into something i just can't seem to focus !!

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ??

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whats with them ??

2007-08-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

LIFE CAN BE A BITCH AT TIMES !!
coming home has recently been drag, just looking and talking to my parents is even worse !!

i just quarrelled with my parents over a small matter, always like that 1 scold me for no reason !! just because i recently i have been going down to play soccer at night, they treat me like a 10year old child, not letting me go anywhere or do anything !!

i do not know what with them recently, but they have been very touchy and bitchy lately, just because my 'N' levels are around the corner, they want me to stop all sports and STUDY, STUDY, STUDY !!

saying things like "i hope you break your leg again break my legs again" and "i hope something happens to you and you get caught by the police"

sometime i really hate coming home as they(parents) make this house feel like a prison and all that ever comes out of their mouths are negative thing !!

all they ever do is scold me as they think i'm stupid , but i think they just can't face the facts that we are growing up and spending more time with our friends and less time with them, for that i apologise to them, but they are just boring and all they ever do at home is eat, and watch the television, so what there to do with them ??

they keep telling me that i play too much and never study, but they do not know is that i worked hard for this and they don't find out the truth and start accusing me of thing that i didn't do !!

i study they not happy i don't study they still not happy !!

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME !!

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sorry bout that !!

2007-08-26T18:14:00.000+08:00

for those that have been to my blog and went to the site !!
i'm very sorry !! it was a prank from my friends, as they know my account password and user!!

and for yixu stop going around and call me a son of a bitch or a mother fucker !!
i'm neither a mother fucker nor is my mom a bitch !!

YIXU u fucking moron get your facts right before you go around calling me those kind of name !!

stupid fuck

2007-08-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

OMG, the pass few days were damn tiring, and the best part was that the small exams are over and now must study hard for the big exam my "N' LEVELS"

yesterday was great man,there was no school as i did not have any papers are and the weather in the morning was wet(perfect to sleep)and in the afternoon was not that hot(perfect for going out), so at 1pm i went to Chilton's house with YiXu to take a look at how a WC3 map was made !!

while playing around Chilton and i both got hungry and decided to get something to eat but there was not enough rice to go around for 2 persons, so there was only 1 way out, that was to cook more rice !!

lols but too bad i had to leave before the rice was cooked, had too leave early my friends were asking me to play soccer !!

i left his house at about 4.30pm to go back over to my place, to play soccer, played till 1830 then went home for dinner

then went down at about 8pm to play soccer again till 9pm then plated with my friends husky and chat till 11

today woke up at bout 10 and now blogging !!

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Goodbye (:

2007-08-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

I Can't Think Straight !!

2007-08-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

life have been a bitch recently.....i don't know how to explain, this crisis i'm going through, but i'm jolly well sure that when i look at the clock, it seconds go by like minutes and minutes like hours !!

normally i'll just go to my computer and waste the day off, but recent events have made me a changed guy and i end up looking at the sky, thinking why i can't stop thinking and the weirdest part is i'm thinking of something to think and at the same time forget !!
(i feel a pain but can't seem to stop it !!)

i have 2 very important issues that i should be attending too, but i can seem to focus only on 1 and the other is just redundant !!

there are so many questions in this world but there is too little time to go and answer all of them , i often ask myself what does the words "LIFE" and "LOVE" mean, but i can only explain "LIFE" and "LOVE" is just unexplainable !!
(you maybe thinking right now, that i have too much time, but the facts is "I DO"

many see what's on the outside but i believe that the inside is much more important, as beauty is in the eyes of its beholder !!

today i realized that "SORRY" is the hardest word to say and that forgetting is even harder !! but i hope everything will turn out positive =)

Is my fate in my hands or am i in fate hands ?

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IF U DID NOT KNOW U REALLY SUCKED !!

2007-08-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

I REALLY HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU'VE SAID !!

i knew this was coming my way and had no way of avoiding it, but well let face it, fate have a funny way of twisting and turning !!

the hardest thing for me to say was that i was sorry and but i guess it was just my stupidity !!

i said i was sorry out of good will but it was subjected to deaf ears, do you really think that i had to apologise when you were so stubborn, WELL I'M SORRY EVEN TRIED !!

if you were never going to forgive me why did you say so !! you say you are doing it for ur friends, what's your problem !! i did something wrong to you not to them !! so why must you forgive me for their sake !!

i will just try to get some sleep to night and forget this ever happened, that i ever knew you, i won't even talk or look at you !!

somethings are easier said then done, but with strong will i will overcome everything that life throws at me and stay with my believes !!

nobody will ever make me changes my believes and anyone who dare to try, will know what they are in for !!

what ever happen to the old you that i have know for quite some time ??

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHILTON !!

2007-08-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHILTON !!

lols yesterday had a bbq at arez house to celebrate his birthday, we BBQ till bout 11pm and then all went home.

Terence and i went to send Hui zhen home as it was already passed midnight and there were no buses anymore to go to her house

Then after sending her home, we also faced the same problem and decide to walk home, whlie walking terence dad called him and he stupidly lied to him saying that he was at my house when actually we were far far away !!

then our luck change when a bus came, we run our hearts out just to catch it and when we finally caught the bus , our legs were about to break.

then we hurried over to my house as Terence shoe was there(don't ask why !!). Then when he left it was already about 12.30am, i immediately went to bath and sleep !!

now at my friends house !!

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Planning And Info Over The BBQ !!

2007-08-04T14:16:00.001+08:00

Attention everybody from class 4T1, here are the info regarding the upcoming BBQ that will blow your minds away !!

INFORMATION !!

Arez House
venue: Bishan 8 condominium (Just opposite Junction 8)
Date: 6 September 2007
Time: 11am till 4pm (You can leave any time u want)
Meeting: 11am at bishan MRT but fire starts at 12pm
Price: $5 (Depending on how many people is coming)

For More Info Please Call !!
Jeremy: 97806207

*Please also be inform that there is a swimming pool so if you want to swim please bring your swimming clothes and an extra set of clothes, you can have a bath at Arez' places !!

*For the Muslim pupils of our class there will be no pork or alcohol at the BBQ

this might be the last time the whole class would be doing something, so I hope that all can make it and that if your parents are worried you may inform Mrs Puru and she will try and help you to make it !!!

Jeremy*

funnies day of my life !!

2007-07-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

lols today was so damn funny lah !!

so many things unexpected things happened !!

i'm sure that everyone that have been to school have heard their teacher, telling them not to rock their chair as there's a perfectly good reason behind it haha

just take a look for yourself

haha this is the chair that i broke during English class as the legs on 1 side have already broken, and i just so happen to be rocking my chair on the particular side !!

i fell from my chair and that sparked the whole class to burst in to laughter, leaving me in a lot of shame haha !!
(it was not pain that i felt but shame !!)

then had a mock test during maths, it was ok only but did not do some questions

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!

2007-07-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !! (:

haha today can say was a bitter sweet day !!
(i had a cheese cake !!)

here it is :

today school was a constant battle to survive, in the morning most of the boy from my class were chasing after me, they managed pushed me in to the toilet and was about to start a birthday bash when with pure luck manage to escape but still got hit a few times !!

then i had to make a very difficult choice between my family or friends, as both want to go out with me haha

but in the end, family comes first and my friends, understand even though they were a bit disappointed !!

so today went out for dinner at raffles town club and my parents, were so good to me when they got me a cheese cake and ang paos, we ate and chat for about 2hours before leaving haha !!
(talking most of the time !!)

then later we went to the hospital to visit my cousin and then went home haha!!
i had lots of fun today with my family joking and bonding haha

hope this moment last forever :)

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FEELING DOWN AND OUT !!

2007-07-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

i not sure why recently i have been feeling really down and out !!

i really feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and that there is nobody i can count on and i think its because i either really stupid or i just a moron that can't be himself :(

today is the very day my grandfather passed away and i really miss him :(
i just feel like shit, i really think there is no point celebrating my birthday !!

i really feel like very confuse as i don't know if i should go out with my friends or my parents tomorrow !!

fun is fun but family is more important, sometime life give this kind of choices and i feel damn lost in this kind of situation !!

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Durian At Geylang !!

2007-07-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

today was kinda great

In morning did some english work then at around 12, my parents, brother and I went around Singapore sightseeing till about 3.30pm, haha saw many nice cars and beautiful views of Singapore!!
(i promise myself to study hard and get a great house and car !!)

then later at about 4pm we went to geylang to eat durians, haha it was damn satisfying and the best part cheap haha

altogether we ate 6 durians (:

then later my parents send me and my bro home to clean up the house as my maid was off today while they went to buy phones for the house !!

after finihing now blogging (:
will blog soon when have the time again !!

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Sick And Bored !!

2007-07-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

lols time some day feels like a ticking bomb,

it likes something just waiting to happen and today is just that kind of day !!

woke up today feeling sick i have a bad flu, my i cant breath through my nose as both nostrils are blocked and i have a freaking sore throat and currently feel like i'm having a fever !!

today is so boring, i just finished my homework that i owe puru and helping my mom move pots around my house and pot a plant for my for my room !! it so nice !!

later going out to buy ingredients to bake a cheese cake haha !! you want to try ??

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WORSE DAY OF MY LIFE !!

2007-07-20T16:54:00.001+08:00

today was great
till CDT when my English teacher for no fucking reason punish me(hate her !!)
she not happy because i asked her to help me throw a fucking paper ball

then she make my go behind the class
then as usual she KPKB with me for about 10 minutes !!

after that i went home so damn fucking late sia !!
and the worse part of all was that i had something stuck in my mind
which i was already dumped out from !!

then late went home my computer suddenly sot than had to spend about 1 hour fixing and trouble shooting the matter !!

now feeling really frustrated do not know what to do as not sure how to say something !!

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BITCH FROM HELL !!

2007-07-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !! LOL.

Life Suck !!

So sad. i really don't like school! urgh.

but life must go on.

There's this bitch going around think a world of herself interfering with peoples life
and make it almost impossible for life to go on !!
*cursing and swearing over and over*

I have never seen such an egoistic person on my life !!
Congratulation she is number 1 !!!

If she was in a contest on "THE BITCHES WOMAN ON EARTH"
Dame she is sure to win !!

Seriously the sight of her just makes me want to slap her !!!

haha.oh yah. she is that big a bitch in class making decisions for the whole class even without consulting anyone and is always talking behind my back.
bitch bitch bitch. think i don't know !!

stupid TOMBOY !!!

and she says that i'm an idiot, but she cant even do English, Science,CPA let alone Maths

I wont change for anyone. talking about my temper, character etc. i will not change just to please anyone. hard to get along with!? then dont come near me. :) cos i dont need someone whom do not understand me. as for close friends, good advices would be just nice.

Will show a picture of her someday !!!
urgh. now i sound like a bitch !! no Jeremy must stop bitching !!

*rolls eyes over and over and over!*

BITCH!
(You Idiotic Retarded Useless bitch)
Hint on how she is in the cap letters above !!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA =)

2007-07-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

LOLS HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA !!

lols today had Chinese oral(OMG CAN DIE !!),i want to die sia, today when the examiner asked me all the questions, i did not understand a thing she said !!

i was trying my best to answer all her questions, but failed to do so !!

then Arswwin, Terence and i went to to buy some durians for her haha
then we went under my block where we wanted to give her a surprise but that stupid terence went and spoil the surprise

so we had no choice but to give her the presents without the surprise, wasted sia it was a good plan but was spoiled by my good friend terence, anyway happy birthday rebecca and hope u like the presents that arswwin and i took about 3 hours to think of and buy(:

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Transformers Robots In Disguise !!

2007-07-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

lols today was very tried, because slept late as usual,
after school came home to bathe then went to watch the Tranformers

OMG the show was damn nice with big bangs and many fighting scenes and the sound effects were so strong that the seat was practically vibrating but the best part of all was when bumble bee changed into this bright orange Chevy Camaro !!

overall the show in a must watch for fans of the transformers
(sometime it's hard to see the faces of the machines)

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OMG SUPER TIRED

2007-07-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the most tiring day of my life haha !!

first: help Mrs Puru to hang decoration for national day, lols Weng Khiong and Arswwin climbed on the fence to hang the flags all around the soccer field while they did that a few of my friends and i went around the school putting flags up
(at first could not find the stupid hole to put the flags haha !!)

second: after finishing decorating the school Chilton, Norris, Yi Xu, Weng Khiong, Arswwin and i went to jurong east swimming complex !!

at the lazy river Weng Khiong damn funny he go tell this Indian girl that Arswwin is interested in her, then the girl really believe and smile at him !!

haha he was damn shocked and went to say sorry but the girl instead the girl said sorry and ran off, and he felt damn bad haha !!

after swimming we went to eat dinner, then went to take a MRT home, was bored at the MRT station so took some pictures
here they are:

lols had water in my mouth so was trying to fake a smile but failed!!
lols just came home looking like a lobster all red haha and super tired
now blogging going to sleep soon

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CPA SUCKS !!

2007-07-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

Yos now very bored in school haha !!

now CPA finish the tests with eases and scored full marks haha
(Feeling Damn Good About Myself !!)
lols later still got English and Chinese !

i feel damn disappointed as i'm a Chinese but i can't write or speak good Mandarin lols !!

lols so sian
ok got to go haha

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DURIAN DURIAN !!

2007-07-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

today is 07.07.07
which means 20 days more to my birthday !!
and today is save the Earth day in other words save Gaia

lols today very sian, yesterday only slept at bout 3am because went to my friends house till 2am+ !!

lols recently been eat lots of DURIANS, for the past 3 days after school been going to Bishan market to buy drinks and DURIANS !!

just today, my parents brought back 2 bags full of DURIANS !!
haha ate about 3 whole DURIANS(i know a little greedy !!), but good things come at a cost, pricked my finger countless of time, but it was all worth it as the DURIANS were heavenly !!

in the end had a huge bag full of the husk !!
(still got 1 more bigger bag beside it !!)

lols than at night, dinner was awful had fish soup(HATE FISH) !!
after that watched live earth and after that at about 10 like that my parents want to sleep so they chase me and my bro to bed(hate it they always like that !!)

than now when the whole house is asleep bloging haha
will blog soon !!

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Pass Few Days Damn Tired !!

2007-07-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

today was damn tired last night slept at about 2.30am was watching Hard Gay !!

haha he damn funny, going around disturbing people haha !!!

anyway past few days was damn tired, after school i go home and sleep till about 7 than wake up around 7 haha(i know a little lazy !!)

woke up now watching tv and blogging at the same time haha

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First Time Got Send Home !!

2007-07-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

OMFG !!

this the the first time in my secondary school's life that i got send home beacuse of hair !!
but lucky not only me got a few others !! haha

my dad is angry as he says i waste his money, but the way i look at it, it's fine !!
stupid hair+Jeremy=retard!!

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im not stupid !!

2007-07-01T18:30:00.002+08:00

lols was damn bored so was blog hopping and just happen to
chance upon this quiz
*almost dead from boredom*

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Omg

2007-06-29T15:57:00.001+08:00

OMG my N' levels are coming soon !!

i have English oral on Tuesday and Chinese on the 18'th of July !!

only 10 weeks more to to the N' levels exam !!!

haha so stress have to study like crazy but still cant get use to school life
(have to wake up so early !!)
must burn mid-night oil soon, can't remember the last time i did that

i'm fucking ban from all electrical devices because i fight with my bother !!

lols feel so useless cant even go a help my judo team !!

I want this year's judo t-shirt, OMG 1 of the shirt is an Adidas shirt, told Khairul and Ming Lei so many times already but they forget -.-ll

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Holiday Is Going To End !!

2007-06-21T23:28:00.001+08:00

OMFG the june holidays are going to end, but it feels like it just started.

haha anyway yesterday went out with Yixu, Chilton, WK(don't know how to spell his name !!), QianYing, ShuTing and last but not least the birthday boy Norris.

lols went to Plaza Singapura to have dinner and catch Fantastic 4:Rise of the Silver Surfer, had Swensen's, ate the crayfish pasta, it cost about $15(quite expensive) than went for our show at about 9.10pm

than today went out with YanFeng and Jolly to the Euro fanfare, i was damn fun we sat on the challenger which swings left and right till about 180 degrees and yanfeng was so scared that she closed her eye the whole time(haha) then i told her that the ride was over at the highest point when it swings and she opened her eyes and than started screaming.
(should have seen her face so funny haha)

then we sat at a playground near the bus interchange and chat till about 10.30 then her dad called to ask her to go home, at the same time my mom called to tell me the same thing, we went over to the bus stop and jolly took 54 while yanfeng and i took 13 lols

overall the holiday was fun but there were it boring time when u "just want to go to school"(cant believe i'm saying this !!)

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lazy

2007-06-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

lols have not blogged in a long time and there only 1 thing that i can blame it on
"Pure Laziness"

haha the holiday just seem to past by in a blink of an eye, 1 minute i'm enjoying myself the next thing i realize it over haha

but the best time i had in the entire holiday was at the judo camp, did a lot of push ups and jumping jacks(lols), not sure if i have lost and weight but ya enjoyed

the juniors are great fun but some seem to cry easily, when Aaron and the gang went to hide during the night walk to scare the juniors, i told them something before the went and the first pair that got scared the girl cried =)

but can say we over did the night walk a little as some were so frighten that they could not sleep.

anyway 1 week more before the holidays end and i have to really buck up on my work or i'm sure to fail, well all the best to those in their finale year in BPS and hope the judo team bring back a gold medal in this year team event

GOOD LUCK
BPS JUDO

the best movie !!

2007-06-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

LOL, This is the best movie in the whole entire world
and donkey is the funniest haha.

lols if you want to watch this show ask me and i might lend it to you haha.

Lols going to watch shrek 3 !!
Anybody want to watch also ??

HOLIDAY !!!

2007-05-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO

Wahaha I'm in the holiday mood now that the June holiday are here !!

haha did some maths

Q. Jeremy+Holidays=?

A. =late nights, computer, games, TV and many many more
(wahaha)

but have to study also, as my grades are going down and my parent are not very happy about the sliding grades
* SIAN *

i really can't believe I going to actually study !!!
*Speaking without blinking an eye*

lols cant wait for the judo camp to begin !!

lols enjoy your holiday people haha !!!

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2007-05-07T20:42:00.001+08:00

all of a sudden i feel lost, insecure and confused.

i have so many darn things floating around in my mind right now, but i just don't know what to write.

one fine day i might just go crazy! urgh. why are you doing this to me?

am i wasting my time?

should i just move on?

urgh! i just feel like sleeping and never ever wake up, so i don't need to think of all these things.

no one understands. especially you.

The effects of boredom !!

2007-04-12T14:39:00.001+08:00

LOL, today just when i thought i saw it all i was surfing through the net and saw the coolest and lamest comic strip !!

i had quite a good laugh when i was reading it because it is just damn lame !!

Here it is enjoy !!!

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life sucks !!

2007-03-31T17:21:00.000+08:00

Life Sucks big time

when i think of a word the only word in mind is "death"

life has no meaning any more i donno wad to do or say as every thing i do is just so damn wrong !!

i just cant do anything right, everything is just annoying !!

why do i feel like this ?

is life really that meaningless ?

can any kind soul tell me PLEASE !!!

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living is annoying !!

2007-03-20T21:45:00.001+08:00

SEE WAD I MEAN!!!

Just 2 days in to the new term and I'm fucking screwed...

just because i said potato goes well with salt and pepper, my form-teacher screw Chilton, Yixu, Stef & most of all ME!!!

it stared in the morning but than arez was the moron that started it by scolding me of no reason, but to me (Just think about it !) he is 19 years old and he acts like a freaking 10 year old

Yes i admit I'm a guy wit a foul mouth ... but if u don come and provoke u think i have so much time on my hands to come and provoke you...but really don't care what u say about me just don't pull anyone else in to the argument ... who really understands me!!!

to be frank i know myself best because I'm myself !! and somebody dare to come and tell mi "your parents never teach u !!" i mean like WTF did my parents do to you and you have no business how my parents teach mi (how do u even know !!)

so all i wanna say is... I'm a kind of person we let bygone be bygone i don't like to think much about it as it just bring troubles me !!

so what ever happens i just forgive and forget there is no point bearing a grudge on a person as you will just feel annoyed so just let it go!!

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How Much Do You Trust Me ???

2007-03-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

I hate people who don't trust me!!!!!

If I ever found out my friend dun trust me enough and ask somebody to test me I dun think I would like be friends with that person ever again because it hurts to be doubt.

So my friends please don't do such a thing to me as it will only break my heart and our friendship !!!

And than a sad thought struck me !!

I was just thinking out loud and telling my friends that why some people make friends but never follow through.

If you are not sincere I think you shouldn't make promises that cant be fulfilled and worst instead of explaining they chose to run/ disappear.

Sigh hope I wont meet much of these people any where in this small world !!!

School has reopened !!

2007-03-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

School has reopened and there is no time for slacking !!!

Today was the first day of school, it started off raining but ended with a clear blue sky today's first period was CPA for 2 hours.

during Cpa some stupid girl annoyed the teacher was the whole class was sent outside and was made to sit on the floor than after he scolded the class for about 10mins he blamed the whole class for wasting time and making noise while in fact he was making the most noise than after that went to play badminton.

it was damn fun playing with Chilton, Terence and Lukman than went for science( lol the whole class went to he wrong class as the class was changed ), during science Chilton, Eric and i talked through out the whole lesson while doing our work and chilton though me how and where to get things and add them to my blog

now sitting on my couch blogging and watching TV muhaha !!!!

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hello new world

2007-03-13T12:28:00.001+08:00

Wahaha !!

My blog of finally up and ready !!(haha had some problem before that why it took so long)

But the funny thing about blogging is that when u stop blogging for a while alot of things just keep happening strangely !!

But when there are down sides to ur life there are also up sides like i got my self a COMPAQ Presario V3000 at the IT show at Suntec last Sunday and the best part way that it was way bellow my budget(only 1.3k my budget was 1.7k) and that means more money to buy GAMES !!

But everybody knows that there are more upsides to our life it is just that we tend not to see them as good thing but we see them as a drag in our life !!

On the 10th of march Chilton, Yi xu, Yi ru and i went to this fun fair which serene worked in and promised to pay of ous $100 altogether(Yup $100 hope she keeps her promise)

Anyway we had the time of our lifes the ride challenger was the best, i sat on it twice as i was not brave enough, it was not cheap as 1 coupon cost $2.50 and the ride cost 4 coupons(the good ones)than we all got a drink and it was in a glass bottle so we deceided to keep it as a souvenir !!

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